I have to confess I haven’t been that good since Monday. Honestly I did try and in fact Monday I was pretty good right up until I had a large portion of steak and kidney pie. In fact on that day I had beans on toast, a piece of flapjack, the pie with chips and cheesecake for dessert. No snacking… Read more →
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Truthful To Myself
So it came to me last night, as I went to bed hungry and slightly stressed about all what’s going on in our lives at the moment. I realised I was struggling to get to sleep and although part of it was because I was hungry. I realised the stress side of me was making my brain go into over… Read more →
Beach Ride Write Up
For the first time in as long as I can remember I actually achieved a goal! I wouldn’t have been able to if it wasn’t for the help of a very good friend and the Fact I have the most amazing horse ever. Oh and I must mention the love and support I get from Steve. If it wasn’t for… Read more →
For my next trick…
I shall attempt canter, yep the time has come for me to have a go at cantering, no point going to the beach if I can’t canter hey! I have been upping Nas’s canter work on the lunge in anticipation of this day. Generally I don’t do much canter work with him, knowing how hard work it is and it… Read more →
Taking The Biscuit
Realising I still haven’t got a grasp on treats yet. This is one of those funny posts, because on the one hand I don’t agree with the food as treats theory, but on the other I kind of do. Only last night in a bid to stop Horatio having a meltdown at school, I told him we were going to… Read more →
Still Trying To Gather
My thoughts so expect a lot of waffle over the next few posts… my head is a jumble because the house is in a bit of a tip, I haven’t done much since the weekend other than the necessities. also I’m sure those with families will relate that its an endless never ending task where suddenly you think hey I… Read more →
Big Changes Are
Coming… My last out of control evening. Read more →
Where Does It
…go so wrong. You might already know I’ve been struggling today… I’m not even sure why, I had a fairly good weekend and weight was ok ish at 312lbs this morning. I was struggling this afternoon but managed to keep going and exercise nas as well as clip off one of the dogs and walk them. This is all before… Read more →
Reality Check
Whilst I was walking the dogs yesterday, in my usual day dream state I started thinking about how much weight I’ve lost recently. As I’ve said it’s not much in the scheme of things or when you take into consideration how long i have been on this so called diet… The shocker came though when I realised I’ve actually lost… Read more →
Finding The Time..
… To diet, this is one of my main problems. Dieting and doing any kind of fitness regime all take time, quite a lot of time out of my day. As you know I don’t work. However every time the subject of me working comes up, i can’t help but think omg i haven’t got the time to fit work… Read more →