Yesterday either, it’s almost like I get as far as my lunch –sandwich- and think phooey this isn’t enough, the bizarre thing is it’s exactly the same as if I was having egg on toast. Two slices of bread ok sometimes I sneaked three in oh and not counting the one I ate while preparing lunch. Damn that’s where I’ve… Read more →
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Yesterday:0 Today:1
So here we are another year has passed and my weight is still higher than I want it to be, in fact it is about 5lbs more than it was this time last year. It has done the usual trick of going up and down, and now just UP. My weight as of this morning is 22st 13lbs –argh- I… Read more →
Want To Hear Something Depressing …
I’ve been trying to sit down and write this post since Sunday, I can’t say it’s just been an issue of finding the time. Although it is part of the reason. Mainly though it’s a case of just when I feel like I’ve got what I want to say in my head it goes and I’m back with that lost… Read more →
Hmm not quite back to it
Yesterday didn’t go quite as planned, it was going ok until I got back from picking Steve up and started dinner for some reason the one piece of cake wasn’t enough, nor was the tunnocks bar or a piece of flapjack, Eugh why do I do it. After dinner I was shattered and nearly fell asleep but I held out… Read more →
Beach Ride Write Up
For the first time in as long as I can remember I actually achieved a goal! I wouldn’t have been able to if it wasn’t for the help of a very good friend and the Fact I have the most amazing horse ever. Oh and I must mention the love and support I get from Steve. If it wasn’t for… Read more →
Counter Canter
Just a quickie today, before I head onto the yard to start Nas’s makeover for the beach ride, after thinking about it I want him to have a couple of days to get over the fresh ness he gets after having his feathers clipped off. I am still in two minds about clipping them… you’ll see what I mean in… Read more →
Outta Coffee.
It’s not very often this happens, but when it does it completely throws me. One of my indulgences is a strong rich coffee in the morning, ideally with a sweet biscuit obviously if I wasn’t trying to lose weight. I was having a conversation with someone the other day how I could live on biscuits and sandwiches. I tend to… Read more →
Duh! Just Ride.
About ten years ago I was lying on a beach; kind of this was Menorca lol. So yeah there I was single over weight on holiday with my dad and his family. Feeling pretty miserable. It hadn’t been that long since my mum and 1st husband had died. It was also another one of those times I had tried to… Read more →
Facing The Phase’s
The Problem with constantly restarting a diet is you have to go through the phases again. And if you’re like me then you end up doing them again and again. And it never gets any easier if you ask me. I’ve been back on track now for a week and anything could trigger me at this point into saying blow… Read more →
Weekend Weirdness
Weekends are a weird thing in our house (if you want to know more click here) if not I will try not to go into the whole family side of things, and stick with me and the horses. I personally struggle not just with weekends but any times when I know I am out on the yard and the boys… Read more →