Ok so I will admit it my previous post was a bit ‘off’ it’s all very well for me to sit here and say just cut back, exercise more (which is pretty much the talk of the experts, oh except for the voodoo Dr’s who think they have the magic formula that means you never have to go hungry… Read more →
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I’m Finally Ready
Last year I really struggled with New Year’s, I just wasn’t ready for it. I know I was in a bit of a funk about life in general. But still I wasn’t even ready by the time Chinese New Year came round. I think it was around March I actually started looking forward to the year ahead. This is unusual… Read more →
Staying On Track Sorta…
Today I wasn’t so good… after having a sandwich and mince pie at lunchtime, I actually ended up having McDonalds for the second day in a row, tonight I even had ice-cream sundae for after’s. I would like to be able to say I am stuffed and couldn’t eat another thing. Yeah right! I could probably eat the McDonalds meal… Read more →
I’ve Got An
Hour while the Horses Breakfast settles, so thought I know I could try and whip out a post. Really I should be doing Horatio’s homework with him, or the washing, or even cleaning. But no I have decided I need to do a post. Now really this should be an easy task, but my laptop likes to make me sit… Read more →
Sometimes The ‘what ifs’ Take Over!
I seem to remember a while back I said I was going to go into this a bit more at some point, and seeing as today has been a bit of a ‘what if’ day for me It’s about time I did it –note to self: go back over old posts and try to remember what I have typed lol-.… Read more →
Halloween Goodies, Are All Gone!
Hmm can I get a new post out in the next half hour before the house wakes up I wonder. The problem with me and posting is I am usually in long essay mode which takes a bit of thought and time to plan out what I am going to say. The ones where I just waffle it out I… Read more →
I Did It…
I actually made my mini goal to see 22stone exact on the scales by today. Thats it then no trying to get out of it now I’m going to have a little sit on Nas in my new school… YAY. As much as I am excited I can also feel the fear butterflies, it’s not that I’m scared off riding… Read more →
Back On The Wagon
You know you need to diet, when your son tells everyone his new pony is ‘mummy’s size’… Really though I don’t need him to point it out to me, just looking at the video of me leading Spirit out its plain for all to see I am massive –don’t suppose there is any chance I could fool you and say… Read more →
Claire Richards (Diet2Sing)
Is anyone else watching the series? I can say i was a fan of steps or any of the other pop groups around in my twenties (except boyzone and thats a whole other story), but i can bet you i know most the words to the songs! regardless of what i thought of them as a group… i had a… Read more →
I Lost Myself
The day I started gaining weight… ok this might all sound a little bit melodramatic, but it’s true I promise. I stopped being a person growing up; I became someone who was just growing. For every emotion I felt, I used food to either heighten or dampen it. The thing is I’m not stupid and I can be quite intuitive,… Read more →