Yesterday either, it’s almost like I get as far as my lunch –sandwich- and think phooey this isn’t enough, the bizarre thing is it’s exactly the same as if I was having egg on toast. Two slices of bread ok sometimes I sneaked three in oh and not counting the one I ate while preparing lunch. Damn that’s where I’ve… Read more →
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Conflicting Cravings
I have to confess I haven’t been that good since Monday. Honestly I did try and in fact Monday I was pretty good right up until I had a large portion of steak and kidney pie. In fact on that day I had beans on toast, a piece of flapjack, the pie with chips and cheesecake for dessert. No snacking… Read more →
Yesterday:0 Today:1
So here we are another year has passed and my weight is still higher than I want it to be, in fact it is about 5lbs more than it was this time last year. It has done the usual trick of going up and down, and now just UP. My weight as of this morning is 22st 13lbs –argh- I… Read more →
School’s Out For Us…
Summer Holidays are leaving me no time to post, let alone ride or do anything with Nas at all for that matter. I was really hoping to get back into a routine with snazzles. But then I also wanted to enjoy some proper holiday time with my family. Steve is only home for 2weeks of the summer holidays, which I… Read more →
Truthful To Myself
So it came to me last night, as I went to bed hungry and slightly stressed about all what’s going on in our lives at the moment. I realised I was struggling to get to sleep and although part of it was because I was hungry. I realised the stress side of me was making my brain go into over… Read more →
Pressure Mill
As much as I seem to attract dirt I like to gather pressure it seems, a few weeks ago I was putting the pressure on myself about our financial situation, I was constantly in my head either trying to think of ways to make some extra pennies or I was in complete despair about not being able to make extra… Read more →
Hmm not quite back to it
Yesterday didn’t go quite as planned, it was going ok until I got back from picking Steve up and started dinner for some reason the one piece of cake wasn’t enough, nor was the tunnocks bar or a piece of flapjack, Eugh why do I do it. After dinner I was shattered and nearly fell asleep but I held out… Read more →
Beach Ride Write Up
For the first time in as long as I can remember I actually achieved a goal! I wouldn’t have been able to if it wasn’t for the help of a very good friend and the Fact I have the most amazing horse ever. Oh and I must mention the love and support I get from Steve. If it wasn’t for… Read more →
Counter Canter
Just a quickie today, before I head onto the yard to start Nas’s makeover for the beach ride, after thinking about it I want him to have a couple of days to get over the fresh ness he gets after having his feathers clipped off. I am still in two minds about clipping them… you’ll see what I mean in… Read more →
For my next trick…
I shall attempt canter, yep the time has come for me to have a go at cantering, no point going to the beach if I can’t canter hey! I have been upping Nas’s canter work on the lunge in anticipation of this day. Generally I don’t do much canter work with him, knowing how hard work it is and it… Read more →