I’m beginning to sound like one of those annoying songs… that’ll get on your nerves – hang on no that’s not me, that’s Horatio he hasn’t had a quiet moment for two days – I’m the broken record, quite literally going around in circles…

Breakfast vs. lunch, exercise Nas before he goes out or once he comes in, go on holiday in this country or abroad, start dog grooming again or get a job working for someone. These are just a few of my dilemmas at the moment. The really annoying thing is there isn’t much i can do about any of them…

If i have breakfast I’m starved by lunch, so that’s a no brainer.

If i work Nas before he goes out, he only gets a couple of hours grazing.

A holiday abroad would cost too much at the moment, what with the extra we pay to have someone look after the animals.

I have no grooming equipment left. So can’t just go and do that.

Phew… this is a me me me post lol.
I wish I didn’t focus on these kinds of negative thoughts, I know they are my form of procrastinating and yet I still let them determine my mood for the day.

Yesterday we had a day at home. And rather than get Nas out and exercise him, I got all depressed that I couldn’t just go for a ride on him.

My diet has been a bit hit and miss as well and I’m still around the 314lbs mark. Which when I think about it really isn’t much change since the beginning of the year. The positive being I haven’t put on all what I’ve lost.
Time to get focused…