Just as I start to get into the swing of things time if the month likes to hit. Have to say the mood swings are definitely improved since I’ve started taking multivitamins again, the cravings however are still there with a force it’s not even like its up for an internal discussion anymore!.

I see little point in weighing myself this week, I feel bloated and crappy most of the time as it is and although I am giving into the cravings I’m not letting it be a free for all. One look at the scales will probably put me right back where I started.

What I did notice yesterday was my hands have started to tingle again when I walk longer than the usual school run distance. This shocked me and took me back three years when I first started to push it with the walking, fortunately the intense back pain is still a thing of the past. I do wonder for how long though if I don’t start doing something about it.

The horses are still living out!, I know it’s nearly mid October. I do feel guilty about it but have made the choice not to get them in while the weather is still mild and I have loads on at the moment. I finally have the house sorted (kind of) after the summer holidays. I’ve also got a lot of work to be done in and around the garden.

So I just thought they’ve had the summer off a few more weeks won’t hurt and to be honest I don’t want to get them in until I am ready to start working them. The plan is still the same a slow gradual build of of fitness for Nas. And a fast weight loss for me hmmm. Neither is happening right now lol.

I’m also of to hoys this Thursday and thought it best that Steve doesn’t have to handle Paris on his own. He is really good with them as a rule but sometimes he does think they are like the dogs. Which worries me with a youngster on the yard.
I’m sure in a few weeks of being in they’ll be fine.

I can’t wait this is one of my favourite horsey days of the year. It’s just an incredibly long day even without the added pressure of mucking out. This year though I get to look for pink/purple stuff, not that at this age she really needs much but shhhh Steve doesn’t need to know that.