Oh yes you read that right, mine and Nas’s next challenge is a small cross country! We will be doing a pairs class with Domino who came with us to the beach.

And it is only 12 weeks away. When we first decided on this challenge it was 16weeks! God knows where that month has gone! Except for the last 2 weeks when me and Nas have been ill.

We’re still not over it, I’m ok but Nas still has the odd cough here and ther nothing like it was though! He’s still living out and that seems to be helping. I do wonder now if its an allergy or he’s just taking a little longer to get over it.

As for my weight you can see its still up over 22stone despite me seeing 21st while I was ill. I won’t lie I have been really bad, shares in cadbury’s would be an understatement.

The worse thing though has been the days I’ve tried to be good I just seem to lose the plot and don’t know what to do to be good if that makes sense? I mean I don’t know what to do: 2 meals, 3meals what snacks etc etc!

All of that though is irrelevant, I think rather than focusing on losing weight. I’ve been concentrating more on what food I can get away with eating, which really is the wrong attitude!

Especially if I want to be cantering my horse around a cross country in 12 weeks, omg that’s less than 3 months! Needless to say today I am back on track.

I have thought about what I am eating and when, I have also planned when I will be exercising Nas. And today I am going to stick to it. My head Is in the right place to get back on track…