Part of the reason I have been pissy this past week is also down to fact I’ve been hungry. and tackling that ‘sod it’ feeling the one where you think heck its two weeks before Christmas I should be enjoying myself – unfortunately enjoying myself for me translates to eat all you want, when you want.
I am in fairly good mode though and although I have eaten chocolate or cake on a daily basis… I have been trying to cut down as much as possible. Not to the point of missing dinner, but if I can have something light I will.
Some evenings I have been extremely hungry, but luckily because I am eating a treat or two a day I’m not having those major cravings. I won’t say they aren’t there altogether, generally though if I remind myself of what I will be able to eat come the following day I am just scraping through.
I’m not sure where my motivation is coming from, all I do know is I don’t want to see 23stone on the scales ever again and if I’m not good now, what with Christmas coming I just know the scales can quite easily creep back up. Sure it’s frustrating and makes me a bit of a Christmas Grinch.
But when I got on the scales this morning and saw 21st 8lbs…. for the first time in years. For me it’s worth it. And I’m sure once Santa arrives Horatio will forget all about his grouchy mum.
We also sorted our Christmas cards this morning…. So here it is…