After earliers post, and the disruption to my original plan of eating twice aday, and me trying to get away with 4 smaller meals which didn’t work.

The only thing having the flapjack for breakfast did for me today was to have a nice leisurely day in the house. It delayed me going onto the yard which in the end lead to me not wanting to go out there at all.

Don’t worry the horses are out, but it was bitter out there today which also added to my, let’s stay in the house and make stuff frame of mind. In the end though when it came down to it I really didn’t feel like making anything yummy.

Even with a lack of yummy things to eat I managed to put away 2 sandwiches, some nutella off the spoon twice, a load of biscuits and half a rather yucky chocolate egg.

Quite literally as I’m sitting here…

slightly pissed off there isn’t much nice in and I really wanted something nice. I am even thinking about going out to get something. I’m sure I would of if hadn’t had to do the horses.

It suddenly hit me out of nowhere!!!

If I’m serious about this two meals a day thing then I should start NOW no more using my indecisions as an excuse to have another day of eating what I like.

I have to start NOW… There is no reason after what I’ve eaten that I shouldn’t be able to go until dinner tonight. And on a plus dinner is going to be indian…

So I choose NOW to STOP & START