A bootsale, no weight photo today. Getting up at 5am last thing I want to do is look at my weight lol.

Any how I hardly need an excuse to use another upside down Nas photo lol.

I,m not sure why I’m doing a bootsale… Its like I have an inbuilt reaction to the stuff we don’t want anymore.

I cant bring myself to throw it out if I think I can bootsale it. It’s the same with clothes it takes a long time for me to part with something.

I’ve even been known to do a bit of sewing in the past to make things last a little longer.

This all stems from an issue with finding clothes to fit in the first place. And as much as I hate admitting I need a bigger size.

I equally hate admitting  I need a smaller one. Take the jeans I’m wearing today for instance, they keep falling down.

Initially I thought this was because they were actually to small and werent fitting right, on closer inspection and a bit more thought.

I have come to the conclusion they are too big hence they keep dragging onto my hips. Now you might think I should be excited about this.

I’m not! Clothes shopping is a nitemare for me. I cant tell you what size I am, ok I could get a tape measure. But that means nothing.

In fact I would bet good money that if I go shopping for jeans I would need to buy a size bigger than I am wearing.

That is why I have a thought in my head that says I’m not going to buy anymore clothes until I know for sure I can fit into a size 18.

Dont be daft I wont be going naked I have a back stock of clothes that should hopefully see me through.

I know a lot of people say you shouldnt put your life on hold etc… I just dont want to waste anymore money on just making do.

Seriously how many times have you gone shopping and only bought something because it fits.

I dont know what it feels like ti buy something I like that fits there and then. I’ve been known to buy clothes I like that dont fit.

In the hope they will fit soon enough… Hah the most recent one was 4yrs ago when I bought a pair of musto hipster jean jodphurs.

Yep they dont fit now…

But they will soon.