I really haven’t been very good at either recently, in fact most things have been pushed to the slow back burner, Nas, walking the dogs, housework, just general organisation skills seem to of left me. (Even forgot to post the mother in laws birthday card, oops don’t think I’m in the good books there)

 As for blogging, sure I’ve been posting posts and trying to stick to my diet- there you go I said it diet, after almost a year of trying to find another word to replace it with I have finally realised diet doesn’t have to come with all the negatives I had associated it with) more on this later.

 So yeah I have been writing the posts, a bit more randomly than I would have liked though hence I am trying to commit myself to at least 2 longer ones a week. Where I am lacking is the back ground knowledge on what goes on behind the pages you see, I really wanted a grip of this and although I’ve bought the books and done searches on line I am still floundering along letting Steve making the adjustments that need doing.

 This is a bit unfair on him seeing as he is the bread winner in this house and has a job as well as his own blog that he enjoys Online-Inquirer. Basically what I’m trying to say is if you are unhappy with the aesthetics of this blog bear with me I will be trying to tweak it here and there (I want more sparkle, not bling I’m not a Chav. But I am a girl who would like to twinkle occasionally).

 Jogging now this I have failed at spectacularly I honestly thought when I signed up, that by now I would be a hell of a lot fitter and healthier and be able to jog at least half of it. Yesterday I walked the dogs around the field and it was like I had stepped back 6months sure my hip is bad but that really is no excuse to find half a mile a struggle.

 I am telling you now, this is last ever thing I will do this on. In the past I have joined clubs, courses, gyms, challenges and the only thing I’ve seriously stuck to other than being a wife and mother (you don’t really have a choice there loll) is this blog. I’m being serious I have actually surprised myself at my dedication to it.

 I actually look forward to typing up a post, I go to bed sometimes thinking about what I am going to say. And even though I know my figures are going up. I don’t really know how many are people reading it or if they are just those search engine thingy’s, it doesn’t matter I’m doing this for me. And whoever else would like to read the ramblings of a very fat girl trying to lose weight, who has a love of horses.