I have lost the entire week, to premenstrual tension and now just menstrual tension. Boy it’s a bad one this week and I’m all out of the feminax I take for the cramps, it’s horrible I feel horrible and what’s more I am pushing all this horrible ness on to others.

It’s a funny thing this time of the month lark, I know it’s coming each month but every time I have forgotten just how bad the last one was. The only thing that gets me through it when it is this bad is copious amounts of chocolate.

Last night I found a little chocolate mouse in the bottom of the basket it was a slice of heaven I tell you. I managed to drift into a 5 min daze and not think about anything aggravating. Needless to say today I am off to boots to stock up on all essential supplements.

The other weird effect time of the month has, is on me and Nas, we do not get on when I am on lol (sorry I couldn’t resist) he’s grumpy I’m grumpy he gets grumpier, I get louder and then it just ends up with us glaring at each other, usually his ears are back and his head does a little flicky thing.

I love that horse.

I love the predictability of him, the way he gets cross is just like a man and he proper throws his toys out of the pram. Then if I give him a cuddle he’ll still try to be grumpy eventually though he goes all soppy.

Yesterday we saw the sun here for a bit and it was lovely Horatio came out on the yard with me while I put the horses to bed and I had to practically drag him in. I think he is finally beginning to appreciate how much outside space we now have.

Today we have to go out shopping to get get ahead of the game for Horatios party after that though we have a quiet weekend at home and Nas is coming back into work. He has a show to attend in 6weeks.